May is not coming fast enough! I cannot wait to go to the doctor to hear my baby's heartbeat. It unfortunately is not an ultrasound visit because I will be far enough along to see 100% what the sex is.... but oh well, maybe he will surprise me and say, oh let's go find out real quick. That would be nice. Or, I have to just learn patience, which God is SO trying to get me to learn, but it is so hard... Sometimes I wonder about what it will be like when the baby gets here and she is screaming in the middle of the night. Will William be able to stay up long enough to feed her/him and not drop her on the floor (because William falls asleep anywhere and doesn't wake up even to a screaming alarm)? I am sure he will be a great dad, but it just makes me think sometimes...
Tori, Patience was the BIGGEST lesson I learned when we started the adoption process in 2004... it took some time but God truly gave me the gift of patience in the end. Just let God take control give Him your worries and leave them with Him and you will rest much easier I promise. I worried too like you about everything and anything but it all just falls into place. You and Will are going to make great parents I can look at your faces when you are looking at another baby and know that they are faces of happiness about this new baby on the way.
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