I have received a "happy mother's day" in the past for being the mother of 3 crazy, yet wonderful furry children... but that was nothing like being a real mom (or expectant mom). Saturday after the women's get together at church William gave me a gift (on the way to my little sister's wedding). It was the sweetest card and a jar of jalepenos and spicy chips. It was perfect! Not expensive but definitely thoughtful! I have been craving all things spicy (especially jalepenos) so it was perfect. It just makes everything real and makes me want Logan here now so that I can give him tons of hugs and kisses and pat his little bottom... I already cannot wait to see him again... We go back on June 4th at which point I will be two weeks past the half way point (22 weeks 2 days to be exact)! I just want to look at him every day and make sure everything is still there and his heart is still beating. And, of course I then start to worry and go through the "what if" scenarios... then I pull myself together and realize no matter how little or much I worry that God is in control and He will provide. I am starting to feel the "flutters" but can't wait until he starts kicking (which I am sure I will get irritated with when I want to sleep)!
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